Maroon 5 - How (Hands All Over) Lyrics HD

I have been searching for your touch
Unlike any touch I've ever known
And I never thought about you much
Til I'm broken down and all alone, ohhh

Though I don't understand the meaning of love
I do not mind if I die trying, ohhh
Took it for granted when you lifted me up

I'm asking for your help
I am going through hell
Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice
You cut out all the noise
And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now
I'd kill if I could take you back

But how?
But how?

I can feel it in my guts
What's going on with him now
And don't patronise me with lies
I'm a man, be a woman now, ohhh

I have been bind by the shackles of love
And I don't mind if I die tied up, ohhh
Took it for granted when you lifted me up

I'm asking for your help
I am going through hell
Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice
You cut out all the noise
And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now
I'd kill if I could take you back

But how?
But how?
But how?
But how?

Ohh yeh

Why must we be so ugly
And please do not think hell of me
Why does the one you love
Become the one who makes you want to cry

Why?
Why?
Why?

(And how?
How?)

But I don't understand the meaning of love
I do not mind if I die trying
I do not mind if I die trying
I do not mind if I die trying

My Hubby Away...

Uhuk uhuk (T_T)...my dearest will be away for the coming week...off to China for seven days. His flight will be leaving tonite at 11pm. It has been a while since hubby has been away for a long time, so I have a very hard time adjusting. Unlike years before when he will be away 3-5 days ever month, I get used to it. Now whenever he's away I get super depressed... I know I know...I sound very pathetic, that is why I so admire some of my dear friends whose husbands are away for 2weeks-3months at a time. This is due to work, offshore, shipping, Oil&Gas and etc etc...amazing lah...if it was me I dunno how I would manage the long distance.

My dear mommy will be staying over with me and my boys. Thank You mom...but for tonite it will only be me and my boys...

Out for now...join me for my next blah blahness...

XOXO...143

I Am PUTERI....

Oh u know...Putri (Fazura) from Gol dan Gincu....chehhh...hahaha I'm not as pretty as her. Whenever I play futsal I so feel like her, where the first part of te movie, where she struggles to play Futsal to impress her ex-boyfren who left her for Shasha (Sazzy Falak) and the story goes on and on....till in the end she finally terer gila main futsal and got herself a new boyfren along the way....

So, what does the movie have anything with me? hahaha nothing actually. Just that I honestly thought that playing futsal just to impress someone you love is so so lame. For me, I play just for the fun and laugh of it, and of course I need the exercise. Why I was reminded and thought myself as this Putri character is because of how silly I am in court...hahahaha...But lucky me I have good team mates who cheer me on and coach me. Even hubby has promised to personal coach me (tapi takda pon)....not yet ler...To tell the truth I takut sangat want to kick the ball...takut my kaki sakit...hahahahaha....stupid kan? Well, thats how girly girl I am...hahaha I'm scared of falling own as well...hehehehe But then I can't wait for the next round of training, which will be after Raya Haji...wow!! lama tuh...due to team mates havng exams and returning back to home town for this festive occasion.

Another good thing today, I ordered 2 books  through MPH Clicks, it was easy. But then the payment mehtod was not so friendly, they had Credit Card (i dont use one), Maybank 2U (no maybank acct) so the only mode of payment I had to use was cash payment, which I had to wait one day to get the details on how to pay. Anyhow, I cannot wait to get my hands on the books.

XOXO 143

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

A song which I Superlove...grew up with this song...I love the lyrics very meaningful...enjoy

~TLC~ XOXO

The First Impression....

What?? Snobbish? Sombong? Lawa? Eksen....waiseh! These are the few feedbacks that I have gotten from some of my dear friends who shared with me their experience of the first time they met me. It's no wonder people tend not to approach me when in a crowded room. Maybe it's my defense mechanisme...hahaha...it's so that people won't trample all over me.

But it is never my intention to be snobbish, honestly speaking I am not a very confident kind of person, I don't know how to start a conversation, never expect me to say "Hai!..." first. I avoid I contact all the time....you ca say I'm extremely shy. But thats all at first, once u get to know me and I get to know you, there is no stopping me. I love to have a good laugh (really loud). I love deep and thoughtful conversations. I love good gossips (be serious who doesn't). I Love to smile too...but I don't smile to just anyone. Please mind me when you meet me at the street or anywhere, I might not smile from afar, I have a very good reason for that, if I'm not weaing my glasses, it might be coz i can't see or recognize you....hahaha good reason right?. But sometimes it's because I don't remember who that person is....hahahaha, I have tons of experience of not remembering who the person is. We would engange in a good long conversation, onyl when I'm at home or few days after only would I remember...hehehehe my bad.

Yippe!! Futsal 2moro! can't wait to kick balls ahahahaha.....all I know is kick...I don't really care if I kick a score or not, my way to release steam and stress....should have started a long time ago.

Well...till my next blahblahness....TLC...143 XOXO

BLA BLA BLA

I need a new hobby...currently I started futsal, which is on every Thursday....and I've begun this whole blogging thing, which I find is most interesting. I can basically right anything I want and make sure that I don't offend any1 in the process...

I used to have a pair of ears to whom I share most of my daily xtvts but due to more important roles and duties, I've lost those set of ears....hurrmmmm was not mine to begin with anyway. But still I am sad since I'm the kind of person who constantly needs attention, When I don't  get it I get all cranky and moody,

Right now I'm focusing on books that can help occupy me...got some good suggestions from dear friends, will difinitely give it a try. The last book I read was Twilight:Breaking Dawn, Good read and I am sure that the movie wont be as good as the book. Same goes for Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse, the story told in the movie has slight difference.  In experience, reading the stories are far far better than watching the movies, Harry Potter, P.S I Love You, Lord Of The Rings (exceptional since the book was waaayyyy too long) and etc etc etc...On a good side, the movies helps a lot in visualization and imagination.

Well..enough said...for now...

Till my next blahblahness...XOXO 143...TLC

Things I Need.....

Just wanted to share some of the essentials in my daily life which I LOVE soo much and I think are good products which are worth buying....


my daily refresher...

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morning and nite





care for the hair

 




for that natural feeling all day long

 

for my natural looking face



good for my chapped lips





Le Femme-for confidence, Happy-for Joy and laughs, Parisienne-for seduction, Be delicious-for being sexy



My watch, My OMNIA II and My glasses

Well, here are just a few of the essential things that I need...the last three items i find i can't go without...

till my next blahness...XOXO 143

MIRI...is where home is....

I miss my hometown so so so much...i grew up in a town called Miri situated in the state of Sarawak. A small town by the sea...sandy beaches, calm cool winds, great food, wonderful people and many more....I'm hoping to return to Miri this coming December and see my dad, family and friends....it has been my tradition to return to Miri every year at least once. It is a mix of sad and happy feelings when I think of Miri. A very huge part of me is in Miri....

An Ariel View of Miri....

My dear Miri...I'll be coming home....

...XOXO 143...

Glee Pilot - Dream A Little Dream Of Me

Welcome Welcome...

Salam...hello hello...haha finally starting to blog....a little intro, I'm just a simple lady, a wife and a mommy to two wonderful boys whom I love to bits and pieces...shopping I love and two-faced people I hate.

What shud I blah blah about? Well since this being my first entry, I'll share about my other firsts for this year...I had my first try on Futsal a week ago...hihi. After numerous coaxing to my hubby, he finally let me play, but i was not left with his prep talk; "when the ball hits you, u'll surely get bruises, the ball will kena ur face!, dun use ur running shoes u'll trip (a good reason for me to buy new shoes! (^_^)...make sure u stretch before starting the game....etc etc etc..." FYI, to my hubby I'm a very very "lembik" lady so, I understood his concern but for me it was too much....any ways, Futsal was extremely fun! although the ball flew sraight to my face and I saw stars...it was still enjoyable....will be going again next week....and my hunny promised to personally train me as I am absolutely clueless about Futsal....HAHAHAHA!

Hmmm...guess nothing much more...yet...hehe...once I'll get the hang of this nothing is going to stop me...muahahahaha

Till my next blahness...XOXO 143